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Reflections, 2023

by Nikhil Dasgupta

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1.
Glass 04:13
and I have all but forgotten the sound of your voice the words that beckoned me home I'm here helplessly, mindlessly chasing after the echo you left in my soul oh, how she sings how she remembers how she slips away like a feather on fingertips your hand just a hair's breadth away each night no I don't want to change your mind I'm just looking for the courage to say goodbye cause I'd give it all to walk through that fire again yes I would give anything to remember that sound cause oh, how she sings how she remembers oh i'm helpless, helpless, helpless shadow in my mind dream I left behind fact or fiction I know that you ain't coming back eyes that saw my soul once like doorways home staring at me now cold and empty as glass
2.
Firefly 03:32
silky sweat hand on my neck in a cloud of sweet perfume and cigarettes just pull me in skin to skin baby I can't breathe I could dim the lights you could stay the night or run off again my little firefly on and off and on and off again flashing lights after dusk I can see just long enough to stay afraid of the dark so I'll be waiting I hit the bars you like not a sign of life but maybe I'll catch you out next friday night you'd never tell I'll prove myself again flashing lights after dusk I can see just long enough to stay afraid of the dark I'm off the floor you're at my door and it don't seem so complicated anymore on and off and round and round again
3.
I'm beginning to understand just what's at stake with each breath I take and every word I speak to you that shadow's closing in again so go on, write me off cause I can't fight it off no not this time but if I slip away if I'm dust ten years from now if I run away into the fire you could bury me with everything I couldn't be
4.
it's a long night so don't wait up for dinner I'll do my best to get back home before you sleep I couldn't find the right words this morning and I'm driving home to you tonight empty handed still oh I'm in front of you but you stare at me blindly you call, but I can't hear another night, another year I've searched each part of myself that I can but there are things that I've stopped trying to understand for every moment that we've given every prayer I sent so brave into the night you're silent like a stone what are we chasing if not each other? how far can we run? cause I'm just so tired, and I can't fight for you tonight I slip under cold sheets you feign sleep beside me your breath unsteady as my pulse another night, another year

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released August 29, 2023

Beeps and boops on track 4 by Sam Kyzivat [samkyzivat.com][@samkyzivat]

Words of wisdom contributed by Rahul Dasgupta, Dime, and Danny Fishman.

The rest is me! [@nyquildasgupta]

Cover photography by Marion Earley [@marionsalittlecloudy]

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